I want to leave myself and start over. Different country, different people, no past. No nightmare Hunter crushing me and destroying my soul. I don't know what is up and what is down, what I am supposed to do or think.
All I know is that I want to be loved and I want to love. I also want forgiveness and someone to realize that I am good. I want to actually be good. My entire life I have made mistake after mistake, everything learned the hard way. How much do I have to lose before I finally figure out that I need to change?
Ugh. It does sound like you need some time away. If you wanna come hang out before you leave, I'd love to see you and hear what's going on.
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