Tonight is ZTA's formal, and obviously since I have a boyfriend but he's in another country, I am left to scramble. Not to mention, I have no money, so not only do I feel guilty about buying tickets in the first place, I'm wondering why I ever thought it would be a good idea to buy two, and on top of that, I can't even have fun getting ready because I can't get my nails done, buy a pretty dress, shop for jewelry, or get new shoes to go with said dress.
At least I can take a shower and shave ... that's always free.
Both of my sisters are going on their own dates tonight, my girlfriends are either already going (obviously), or can't make it, and of the guys that I know, it would either be awkward or inappropriate or they would just be out of place or they are working(e.g., Hunter would be extraordinarily inappropriate, anyone from work would be weird/I guess I really don't have friends at Rio/I would feel terribly desperate). Of all the other people I know - some have girlfriends that wouldn't like it, some would just be out of place ... I guess I'm incredibly picky?
So now I'm going with some random Delta Chi ... woo hoo ... at least the drinks are only $4.
And I don't really like my dress. And I don't have shoes to wear with it. And my nails are terrible and my ends are split and I have no makeup and no sisters here to help me and I have class so I can't get ready with anyone who's going.... life is so hard.